Truth (0-1)

We act 365 days a year, 24 hours a day, 60 minutes an hour desperately trying to be true to ourselves, trying to justify actions committed to us or committed by us. This urge, perhaps the most powerful hunger, of finding satisfaction often makes us blind to everything. Think hard, do you say you don’t deserve it? Do you feel good can’t happen to you because you’re buried alive under the weight of guilt?

Can you actually define Truth?

How often do you feel that happiness can no longer touch you? In desperate attempts of justifying every second of our act we forget the reality amd beauty of what’s coming to us.

Remember Alternate Reality from last time, demons being so heavy and over whelming that even if someone somehow touch us, in a world of remorse and sorrow, we get a little touch of warmth as a baby sapling, what do we do? These acts of justification, these demons make us kill it before it even begins to sprout. Why do we forget that even the Infinite number line begins from One (1)?  But even for that we gotta try and begin from zero.

The real question comes is to how to get up from zero and reach one? 

I say, Breathe. Take a deep breath, slowly. Feel the oxygen going in. Feel the heart pump. Close your eyes. Let the moment control you. Isolate yourself from everything around and reach the center of your universe. Breathe and clear your thoughts. Feel your senses grow. Let the purity and peace of the moment overcome your demons.

Now you’re in the center of your universe. Surrender to the super power and let out everything inside you, all the emotions, all the urges which lie above your little sapling. 

Were you good or bad? Were you real or fake? Were you worthy or not? 

Stop. Unwanted Acts. Let go !

Endure, Embrace and be thankful. You might have been broken and pushed down to the bottom but you’re alive. You can breathe and let it all out. That sapling is hope but you need ​to have faith. Remember you’ve found your way to the universe now let it reach you.

You have so many small and beautiful things in your life that all together they can outweigh all the pain and suffering you’ve been through. It might be a little sapling but if you take care of it, embrace it, protect it, it’ll grow into a beautiful tree. Congratulate yourself, thank the universe, let your happiness out because you’ve come to one from zero. One tree will be two, two to four, four to farm but you and you are all who is gonna be responsible for it. Now that you’ve find your reason remember Alone but never lonely. 

Do you deserve it? I say it doesn’t matter, you have it. It’s your way to find peace and happiness. Once and only if you break free then only you’ll know that you deserved it because guilt is powerful too. You Know what’s more powerful, our universe but you have to reach out for it.

We believe in things that happen but remember Strong belief in anything is also responsible for that thing to happen. And at the center of all this should be you controlling your universe not your guilt. Stop acting, start living. Don’t runaway, identify and face yourself. Breathe and let go. If needed travel time. Have faith in who you are because you never know how beautiful and majestic you can be. You’re allowed to mourn for your past but it’s meant for learning and growing up. Embrace it and add it to your present experiences and you’ll be the happiest man alive. 

Truth is just a perspective of thought. Belief is what makes it real and you control your belief and its strength. Remember it’s ALL YOU.! 

————– The end———–

-Ayush Mishra


Time Travel (Alternate Reality)

, all that you can do to assure someone that it’s okay. Smile, something you could do to hide everything that you’ve ever been through. It is good to keep your pain to yourself but when you start living it, letting it destroy yourself completely from the inside, smile isn’t enough to get through it. 

Why are we hurt emotionally? Why do even when scar heals, the pain doesn’t go away? Why after years we can still smile but can’t hide the pain anymore? And at last why do we break over again when that smile is touched by someone anymore?

As much as it is challenging for us to accept things getting change around us, it is as challenging for us to look inside and pull through that change within us. The answer to all this, every problem that requires time travel to past can be dealt with.

Yes, demons exist but God didn’t create them. We create our own demons. Remember always life is as complicated as you make it. We know everything, but these demons let us believe that things are supposed to be this way so we run along with it creating another hole for ourselves. Then it goes on and on, one after the other and we create a whole another world of it, just for ourselves. We live it, breath it and then give ourselves to it. I like to call it Alternate Reality. As much as it is vulnerable, it makes us believe so much in it that we build strong walls around it and trap ourselves in it. 

Rewind a bit, do you​ say I wish I could go to the past and change that one moment of my life? Well that physical change is only possible on green screen but you can change something that could help you​ find peace.

Everything we see from the time we’re born to the time we die is in our head, inside our minds. It is extremely important for us to identify how did we create our demon in the first place to which we lost our innocence or inner child. What happens is that growing up eats away our inner child. We burden ourselves so much that we forget how much can we actually handle. The most common feature of anxiety disorder or depression. It is of extreme importance to identify the problem, the answer to what actually happened. A past incident that affects us so deeply which if we don’t handle, in time becomes the reason for creating that Alternate Reality for us. We might forget about it but the demons stays with us because we start living in his world. We lock ourselves in it, in that one moment and the alternate world starts building around it layer by layer.

Take a moment, Close your eyes, think about it. It’s gonna scare you, make you go through tremondous pain. Don’t fight it. Travel the time, go back in past to that moment. Now this Alternate Reality is gonna show you a lot of versions of the problem, but remember it’s not true. None of it. As much​ as the truth is hard, even if you’re the problem, follow the light of truth. Let the pain flow through you in tears but stick to the truth of what exactly happened then. Channel your emotions, see yourself in the past and live that situation all over again.

Now, accept the fact that it’s gone now and you cannot change it but look at yourself. That person over there in that past, see him then see yourself. You SURVIVED it. You’ve grown past it but that child is still stuck there. Even though he’s grown up to become you, he is still LOCKED​ UP IN THAT MOMENT. He needs your help to be free again. Stretch​ out your hands to him, pull him out and tell him,” You are amazing. You held on to it all these years, you’re very strong. Even if it is your fault you SURVIVED.” 

ACCEPT that past to free your inner self. FORGIVE those who created that demon for you even if it was yourself. Once you do just these two things, your Alternate Reality is already broken down to pieces. All you gotta do is just clean it up. Set your emotions free. Once you face your fears and let your emotions flow through you completely, it wouldn’t be just you then. It’ll be your child self holding your hand helping you to actually MOVE ON. You helped him, he’ll help you.

You won’t have to act anymore. You won’t fight yourself anymore. You won’t have nightmares. You’ll never be lonely and YOU CAN SMILE all over again. Remember HAVE FAITH IN WHO YOU ARE. IDENTIFY WHAT YOU FEAR. FACE YOUR PROBLEMS. ACCEPT YOURSELF AND EVERYTHING THAT SHAPED YOU. FORGIVE AND MOVE ON… Travel time to be Happy. Break free​ of your Alternate Reality to Smile. Close your eyes and play with your inner child. 

– Ayush Mishra